This descriptions kinda old butt..
There are many words to describe me .
Loud is one of them .
~I love helping people out, and I LOVE having a good time . Partying is one of my favorite thingss . Although, there are times when I can get straight~up serious .
If I truly give a damn about you, I'll try to show it as much as possible . Maybe even in ways you least expect .
It's the simple fact that I 'm fond of simple things, though most things I go through are complicated . I won't put myself through it unless I really think it's worth it .
I like to shop, and music and Joshua are my passions <3 I believe in Christ Salvation -<3-
Just have faith. Things will clear up .
The man downstairs will hit you down the hardest when you're at your highest. Don't worry, God has all his moves planned out already. He won't ask you for anything that he hasn't already put in you. You just need to remember that. Even when you think it's hard to reach. A wise man once told me that a lion stalks a pregnant gazelle until she's about to give birth, when she's her happiest. That's when he attacks her and takes her life and the baby's . It's like that in life, except in this case, God will bring you back up after that..after you've been hit when you least expect it at your highest . That's just a little story I'd like to share with you .
Never give up .
#713;Remember to Breathe .
FAQS;I also like surprising people. Don't get me wrong.. getting things always makes me feel nice, but seeing the look on someone's face after you give THEM something is one of the most rewarding things I could ask for . Another thing I find rewarding consists of seeing a loved one after a long duration . It's just refreshing & I get all giddy and it makes me feel like life's still w0rth waking up to . Like..like being happy is still a possibility in this world . It's a big world, with BILLIONS'uh niggas, it's a cold world. You just need to find the good things in it . Stay p0sitive, as sweezy`steinocher would say <3
I am in love with the most amazing young man on the planet . He understands me in every way and when he doesn't, he does all he can to try and accomplish just that . In the next sevvveral months, we'll be apart . We won't be seeing each other much. Maybe not even at all.. There are complications with his family and religi0n . &' High School's starting..But believe me, we are going to try our hardest to stay strong together and make it through this period of time . Anything is possible. Nothing's impossible. Just remember to breathe, I love him with every move I make, even the slightest little trembles . With every breath I take, I try to inhale a positive intake in life . -<3-
I'm realllyy into Hip Hop Dance now, I'm taking it at school. I'm a n00b hah (x
Buttt, singing is what I do. I've sung with I was in Pamper Trainerss~, lol . As I hit puberty, I starting growing less fond of my specialty . It's not 'til now that I regret that and feel as if, I shouldn't have stopped singing like that. Now I'm soaked up in it everyday . I find myself humming and singing out of nowhere sometimes. I startle my own self ha ha ..
I was in a band twice. I'm leaving most of them now, for school.. I miss them so much already. We were like family. Anyways,school..I hope I do well . I want a scholarship to some goodass school in Cali or som'n . I think I might want to live there when I'm older.
Or Florida, where I was born . I go there eeevery vacation time :3 I love it. My grandma, uncle, brother and his dad live there . My sister Chelby lives with me now in Houston . She used to live with her dad and our bro in Jacksonville. Shit happened, she's been here for over a year now. We've gotten soo much closer. I can tell her almostt everything . I have her back, and she has mine . She is a pain in the ass though ., but she's the realest hoe I've ever met .
The girl I am closest to is Cynthia. Otherwise known as niggerchicken.tumblr.com
She's been here for me through chubz&thin .
She's honduran and her mami is like ma mami <3 Her name's Candida haha, otherwise known as Candy :3 I love them both. Queyso, Cynthia is like my twin. We like the same shit and everything. The same creepers try to holla at us. OH!,'We're both fatasses too, really . <3 Food is our addiction, hah'. When we're together, we're always hungry. Together, we're like starving babies, lol. She calls my house heaven when my dad makes food though. At her place, it's all organic stuff Candy buys :3 Anyway, We've liked the same guys too, lol. We got our first kisses from the same guy, lol. Can you beliave that ? He made alll dem hoes fall for him lmao. We're all cool now though. We've gotten less immature over the years. Cynthia and I have been tight for three years. It all started Pin Oak, We've recently graduated from there and left almost everyone . We all went our seperate ways :/ Before the very sad, sad day of June 3rd.. we were all super excited to leave nshit and finally start off at a new & more difficult school...Now Cynthia & I haven't seen almost 2,000 people in almost three months. They used to walk past us everyday on the DAILY . It's pretty sad, I actually regret not talking to a lot of people until now, but it's sortov too late for some things. Especially with Joshi :/ <3 The next year will especially be tough. We'll all be newbies, AGAIN, ..exactly how we were three years ago . Cynthia and I are going to the same school and I know she'll stick by my side through everything, as I will with her too . I can always count on her, She's the most amazing friend I've ever had . I've been close to many people in the last three years but she's one of the only people who stayed . We're together almost every day <3 Fact; I love her.
`Now, there's one girl particularly on my mind at this time . Her name is Annalea. Anna for short, and boy, is she short :3 She's one of the cutest girls I've ever laid eyes on . I know and will always know that she is a beautiful person. Here's her blog; anasomnia.tumblr.com . It's linked to her pers0nal one too . Oh!&' that's one of the things I love about her, we can be personal with each other. I'm comfortable with her. We've been through a hell load of rough patches though. I regret them, sometimes I'm so fucking blind . I miss how we used to be, but true friends can work things out <3, We've recently sort of done that. We had a longass heartfelt convo about everything a few days ago. Anyway, another thing I love about her is that she's switchin to Pin Oak for her last year of middle school . School Josh, Cynthia, AND I have just left. It'll be nice hearing and seeing Anna going there this upcoming year <3 She's amazing, ok ? That's all I have to say.
P.S., I've been feelin' mighty pink lately. Blue's my favorite color ;3
But yeah, that's the skinny (:
Foll0w my original blog; https://www.anch0rsandowls.tumblr.com